I could go on about how I have two mock exams this week and blahdeblahdeblah and the amount of exam practices and coursework I have been doing recently and blahdeblahdeblah again, but although that is true, I guess that would be a little but of a white lie as to why I have been so painfully inactive recently so I'm going to cut straight to the chase here.
I have so many ideas for things I WOULD DESPERATELY LOVE TO DRAW, however, I haven't had ANY MOTIVATION to get them actually done whatsoever. There have also been people ask me about 'The Xylok's Daughter', and I'm going to be honest, ever since I completed Chapter 12 and stupidly erased it with no current way of getting it restored, I am lacking in the mindset to redo the chapter from scratch. It just seems like a waste of hard work when I had such a great draft beforehand.
So I apologise deeply, as most of my spare time has been spent fangirling. Ok. Another home truth to be told, I think I have found someone who I like more than Mr S. The fact that I even forgot his birthday must really prove something here. Oh god, this feels like the time when I left Portal and GLaDOS behind...
Don't get me wrong though, I still love The Sarah Jane Adventures to bits, it will always be my favourite series, and I will most certainly be continuing with The Xylok's Daughter and Bannerman Road Infinity when the time feels right.
However, I am now extremely into Dangan Ronpa, notably Super Dangan Ronpa 2, and I am an embarrassingly fanatical Gundam Tanaka fangirl.
I kinda saw it coming. I mean, a tall dude in a trench coat with a deep voice and melodious laugh, practitioner of black magic with an element of divine godliness, but is actually a really sensitive animal breeder who carries around these cute little hamsters, calling them 'The Four Dark Gods of Destruction', secretly not understanding others and being a little bit of a mother 'a boy? (Bless ;w; ) I'm surprised I didn't come to admit it sooner. I've already had plans for a cosplay. I've already conjured up possible but at the moment abstract fanfic scenarios. That must have risen a flag.
So there we go. That... actually wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be. Along with uploading some deviations, that actually took a lot to get this out there. In conclusion... you could say I'm probably settling myself into the lazy teen characteristic, as well as being a disproportionately dedicated fangirl xD;; But now! From publishing this journal, I can now see that it CAN be done. Things that you aren't so keen on doing at first, CAN be achieved if you really put your mind to it. Like going in for an exam. Like getting a great drawing done. Like getting on with a broken fanfic. Like getting on with a chapter where THE NEWEST FICTIONAL LOVE OF YOUR LIFE GETS COMPLETELY THRASHED (I need to get on with SDR2 so bad... Although... I .... GAAAAAH TOO QUICK JUST TOO QUICK//shot)
Sorry for what has now seemed to be a wild goose chase of an entry. Let that be a lesson to you, darlings. Don't assume you can't do anything until you try! I PROMISE I shall be more active from today! Thank you so much for putting up with me ;w;//!
Remember, life is for living!~
~ chibixylok, returning to chimney state (Well, there is still NO WAY I would get rid of that)